It's one thing after another. Not just here, but everywhere. I honestly don't know what's keeping me going anymore.<BR><BR>Abila has something she needs bodies for—live ones—but it's time for my daily self-medication.<BR><BR>You wouldn't judge if you could see the nightmares that haunt my days. Jarald said talk to me? I guess that's as much use as he's going to be for the time being. I think he's lost all hope that we can prevail.<BR><BR>Your eyes show determination, though, <PCNAME>. Perhaps your service here will make up for a certain someone's, ahem, lack of motivation.